final attempt, please pray for us

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Registered: 10-12-2003
final attempt, please pray for us
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Wed, 05-26-2004 - 11:26am
i know alot of ya'll are not familiar with my story and i don't have a whole lot of time to post it all, but suffice it to say that it's been pretty bad. there's been physical, emotional, and sexual abuse, a broken rib, a strangulation attempt, constant verbal abuse, accusations of infidelity until i was blue in the face, a trip to jail for him, a ro, a cps case for dv in front of the kids, etc etc for 4 years. we have 2 beautiful children who i love with all my heart. i've been planning a trip to visit my dad in FL for several weeks and after much fighting and tears H finally said i could go. but last night and today have been really bad, and today he smashed my hot coffee all over me and the car b/c he was furious and he basicly lost his s___. i managed to get him out of the car and lock the doors, and drove away with him hanging onto the car cussing and screaming. i was planning on leaving tomorrow for this visit, but i'm trying to get up the nerve to pack all my stuff right now while he's at work and run. if i can do it, i'm going to ask my dad to let me go back to Arizona with him to live for a while. i don't know if i can get up the cajones, but i'm going to try. if ya'll could send me some prayers and strength it would really help. i'm so scared but i really want this to be over with and this is the only way it's ever going to happen. i'm really terrified right now...every car that goes by makes my heart race, every message he leaves scares me worse than the last one, so please keep me and my family in your thougths.

thanks

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Registered: 11-12-2003
Wed, 05-26-2004 - 12:31pm

Hi Clarity and welcome back.


I'm so sorry that things seem to have gone downhill for you since you last posted here.

CL-Blueliner4

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Registered: 04-11-2003
Wed, 05-26-2004 - 12:36pm
My Prayers are with you! Be strong honey! You can do this! Please when you get the chance keep us posted Good Luck and God Bless!
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Registered: 04-18-2003
Wed, 05-26-2004 - 2:35pm
I will be praying for you and your beautiful girls. Please be safe...and I hope that soon you can experience the freedom that you and your babies deserve.

Please keep us posted on your situation.

brooke

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Registered: 11-11-2003
Sun, 05-30-2004 - 3:20am
Oh, Clarity.

Peace and hugs,

Cheryl =)

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