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| Sat, 07-24-2004 - 1:29am |
Hi to everyone and I pray that all is going well. I am having a hard night sleeping. My husband told me tonight that he was offered the position overseas, with a lot of benefits and a better pay than he had expected. The sadness i feel about this is so hard to describe. It's overwehlming. I asked him before to Please Please think of all consequences of moving. Family (his and mine that live here), schools, enviornment -everything. Before he knew that he would be hired he seemed to be completely in favor of moving, but now that he has the offer he is wavering. I pray that we do not move. I don't want this..our relationship is so much better here. He treats me so much different when we are there. I'm so scared that we will move. All I can think to do is pray that he chooses for us not to move. He said that it's partly my decision, but i know that he is just saying this and he is not serious. Like every other decision, if my opinion differs from his -he has it his way and if i think the way he does he acts as if it is my idea to make me feel as if he is letting me get to make the decision. im just so scared.

Oh, I’m so sorry that it has come to this.
When someone shows you who they are, believe them.
- Maya Angelou
When someone shows you who they are, believe them.
- Maya Angelou