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he left 7 messages on voicemail
| Sun, 03-28-2004 - 7:42am |
i stayed at my friends last night. i slept better than i have in several weeks. but when i cut my cel back on this morning my world crumbled again. He had left 7 messages on my voicemail. the 1st couple were concern, he said he was worried about me (yeah right) then the messages got ugly. where was i at, i better not be out with another man, i better call him or else, etc. each message got worse. i better not be out whoring around, when he finds me i better have a good explanation to why i didnt come home. each message i could hear him getting madder and madder. I really have pissed him off now. i should have come home last night. i was stupid. now i have to deal with him as angry as he is. i know better than to make him this angry, it only makes things worse for me. he is so mad, i bet he will bring his "friends" tonight. He knows how much i hate it when he brings them. any suggestion on what to tell him, i cant tell him the truth because i dont want him to know about my new friend, i could tell him that i just stayed at a hotel, no he would want me to prove it with a receipt or something, i could tell him that i slept in my car again in a parking lot, i have done that many times before, he may believe it. i have no idea why i did this. it was really stupid. what am i going to say to him? how am i going to explain, no matter what i say hes not going to believe me. my friend wants me to stay with her again tonight, i cant, 2 nights in a row, he would kill me.

When someone shows you who they are, believe them.
- Maya Angelou
I know this is scary for you. But what he is doing is wrong. He may not be killing you physically, but he has killed you emotionally and spiritually. You say that no matter what you do he seems bent on hurting you. So, why don't you take a chance at asking for help? It is the only risk you have to take that could make things better. The other risks you are talking about (getting a gun, letting things continue) only have the possibility at making things worse. Getting help might make him madder, but it will also give you the chance to be safer, happier and saner. Please go to a shelter, they do understand and they will help. Remember 800-799-SAFE. Take care of you and you child.
Jen
Hurting, you can't deal with someone this insane yourself.
CL-Blueliner4