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| Sat, 12-18-2004 - 3:30pm |
I replied to another post, describing my former abusive relationship. I was married '85 thru '91. Got a divorce due to physical abuse.... I told him that if our son ever saw him abuse me that it was over, well he saw and it was over!
Now I am in a relationship that has alot of emotional abuse. My ex-boyfriend (we started dating in '91 and "broke up" 2 years ago) is now my roommate for fiancial reasons. He is still a real jerk. He criticizes me daily. Everytime I try anything new he cuts me down. I have been applying everywhere for a job and have had no luck as of yet. My son is living at home and attending college. I really think my ex bf has "lost it". He'll be on one of his critical rages and my son will walk in the door and I tell my ex bf to shut up, and he usually does, lol. As soon as exbf and I are alone, he stares at the tv, computer, or wall like a zombie or he picks a fight. Last night he told me to go find a rich man so he can get on with his life!!! I said I don't want ANY man and I'd rather get a job and/or go to school to get a better job..... I could go on and on. I think we are in an addictive, abusive relationship. I am on SSI for epilepsy and am having a hard time lately handling all the stress )o: I started counseling yesterday, and am going to start attending church again Sunday. Haven't gone to church for a month and I am having withdrawls, lol......
I really just needed to vent. Please keep my son and I in your thoughts and prayers. Any input is appreciated.
