how pathetic is this..
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|Sun, 01-30-2011 - 10:13pm|
2002 - left for 7 months, big custody fight,50/50 granted, couldnt live without DD, came back
2006 - left for 3 months, again came back, as back/forth was hard on dd (10 )
2008 - got place, never moved as dd was like lets wait till halloween, christmas.
2010- got place, never moved as dd didnt want me to go and threatened to cut me off.
my life seems pathetic..is there something wrong wit h me..taken so many therapy, come to board..
what is going on here..is it acceptance that I can never be away from dd..and the mother in me came out..
or I am just way goner..someone help dissect this..and please dont say dd is manipulative..she wasn't,..but I guess I wasnt strong..maybe I will never be strong..until she leaves for college..and then I will be too-middle aged to do anything..too beaten down..