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| Mon, 07-12-2004 - 1:45pm |
And i don't know how to live with OUT him, either. I don't want to hurt him and it just makes me so sad. And i don't want to move away from this town necessarily either...but don't know how both of us can be here together. And i'm so scared its not the right answer. I can't stop thinking and getting emotional and i'm at work and its SOOOOO hard.
Sorry to vent but i need serious help i think. and i can't afford to see my therapist anymore, so that isn't a good option. not to mention my bf is being really "nice and good" right now. we actually had a wonderful day together the other day (minus the guilt eating away at me). However my sex drive is practically nill and he is annoyed about that, and i don't know how to change that. UGhhhhhhhhh.

Christina
Unknown, the decision to leave is never an easy one.
Peace and hugs,
Cheryl =)
The minute you settle for less than you