I am also writing as I have nowhere to turn to for advice..
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|Fri, 12-23-2011 - 6:52pm|
I feel i am again stuck in trapped mode. I was supposed to serve him this week. DD has again been on edge, he has refused to take her for counseling. He doesnt think anything is wrong. I kinda know I need to get legal involved to get anything but everytime DD screams and cries, I get to freeze mode to the point that I am afraid to start anything. I feel depressed, trapped, frozen..At the same time, I can hear you'all's voices saying I am the adult, I am the parent, I need to do what is right. How do I find this strength again. Feeling defeated, trapped, afraid, frozen...I dont even know what I am anymore..MAybe I AM the one with the problem, underlying I am scared of unknowns..but then I think objectively, if not for DD, I am 99.5% certain I will be all over him with legal. How do I get out of this mode.