I am thinking TOO much! Well, maybe not
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| Thu, 03-03-2005 - 8:13pm |
Its probably GOOD that i am ruminating over it all.
Maybe its b/c Monday, court, is getting closer. I started reading thru old posts (over 6 YEARS) i had printed out & documentation i have kept over all these years. Wow, SO much i forgot. I cant BELEIVE i stayed so Fing long. (sorry for the language). I came across this incident, right b4 this Xmas, that i had actually forgot about - but it was one of the things that led me to knowing it was the end. On 12/23 he called me a "moron" (that is NOTHING compared to some of the thinsg he said to me). DD, almost 5 was in the room - she said "I still love you Daddy, But i wish i has a new, nicer Daddy who didnt say mean things to Mommy". & his reply to her? "Fine, you want Daddy to leave? I'm going, & i will go away forever". Ok, he is FORTY, she was FOUR. Then he was, a few months back, all pissed off b/c i woudlnt have another baby. (i WANTED one desperatly, but not with HIM!) He was whining that "all his freinds have more than one kid" & i said "All yoru friends, have an income, arent abusive & arent alcoholics". He then called dd INTO THE ROOM & said "Your all alone, like you always will be b/c you'll never be a big sister b/c your mother is a selfish B*tch". Can you IMAGINE? Can you imagine i didnt walk out THAT SECOND??? I also remember as i left for work one day, & he was berating me about something, I said "Bye Ave, I love you" & he said "No she doesnt, she doesnt love you or me". Gee, ya THINK supervised visitation is appropriate???
R~


No, you think?
;)
This kind of stuff is good.
CL-Blueliner4