I am thinking TOO much! Well, maybe not

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Registered: 03-15-2004
I am thinking TOO much! Well, maybe not
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Thu, 03-03-2005 - 8:13pm

Its probably GOOD that i am ruminating over it all.

Maybe its b/c Monday, court, is getting closer. I started reading thru old posts (over 6 YEARS) i had printed out & documentation i have kept over all these years. Wow, SO much i forgot. I cant BELEIVE i stayed so Fing long. (sorry for the language). I came across this incident, right b4 this Xmas, that i had actually forgot about - but it was one of the things that led me to knowing it was the end. On 12/23 he called me a "moron" (that is NOTHING compared to some of the thinsg he said to me). DD, almost 5 was in the room - she said "I still love you Daddy, But i wish i has a new, nicer Daddy who didnt say mean things to Mommy". & his reply to her? "Fine, you want Daddy to leave? I'm going, & i will go away forever". Ok, he is FORTY, she was FOUR. Then he was, a few months back, all pissed off b/c i woudlnt have another baby. (i WANTED one desperatly, but not with HIM!) He was whining that "all his freinds have more than one kid" & i said "All yoru friends, have an income, arent abusive & arent alcoholics". He then called dd INTO THE ROOM & said "Your all alone, like you always will be b/c you'll never be a big sister b/c your mother is a selfish B*tch". Can you IMAGINE? Can you imagine i didnt walk out THAT SECOND??? I also remember as i left for work one day, & he was berating me about something, I said "Bye Ave, I love you" & he said "No she doesnt, she doesnt love you or me". Gee, ya THINK supervised visitation is appropriate???

R~

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Registered: 11-12-2003
Thu, 03-03-2005 - 8:23pm

No, you think?


;)


This kind of stuff is good.

CL-Blueliner4

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Registered: 03-15-2004
Thu, 03-03-2005 - 8:54pm
LOL at the Pearl Harbor file. & what i HAVE is overdoing it, but i condensed it all into neat little dates paragraphs, of each major incident, & is only 6 pages long - that i gave my atty. Hey, 1 page a year of marriage! & yes, the tape as well. Plus some VERY incriminating emails printed out (he didnt know i had his password ... uh, HELLO??? It was our dd's name) that he was writing to other women. AND 2 months worth of his cell phone logs a few years back, where he was calling & receiving calls from a women, a million times a day, who lived 30' away. Sheesh. LOSER. R~

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