I have really screwed up

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Registered: 04-11-2003
I have really screwed up
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Mon, 06-28-2004 - 2:30pm
I could just puke, I just don't even know where to start. I think i told you guys about how I have been talking to his ex-wife. Well they went to mediation today and it didn't go well at all, because of me. They (his exeife and her new husband) are concerened about there son being over at our place because they told the mediator he beats me yells at me all the time, controls me. I don't know if i weren't at work right now I would just cry, want to deep dpwn but don''t want people to know what is going on. Don't want to go home. He doesn't even want to talk to me. Things were really changing and going great. Wonder why I had to start talking to her. It was so wrong of me to go and tell her all these things. What can i do to fix this?
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Mon, 06-28-2004 - 2:55pm

Smoothie, why do you want to try and fix things with an abuser?

CL-Blueliner4

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Mon, 06-28-2004 - 3:15pm
Of course its not what I wanted to hear but I needed to hear it. I do realize that is NOT my fault and I can not fix it, just so unsure of things. I know what i have to do but it is hard to do with the honeymoon stage. She had every right to know what was going on, like she even said she has been through it. Just needed to vent a little I will keep posting. Thanks or listening