I moved out and I'm HAPPY!
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I moved out and I'm HAPPY!
| Thu, 06-03-2004 - 3:48pm |
To all of you who gave me so much support in such a quick time frame.....I haven't been here lately because I moved out last weekend and have no computer. I am so unbelieveably happy, except when H starts whining when am I coming "home". I have been so calm since Saturday and haven't even taken the anti-anxiety drug prescribed. I don't need it!!! I'm so overwhelmed by the peace and calm and quiet. I still see my daughter everyday practically, whether it's picking her up to go somewhere or just stopping in at lunchtime. She'll stay with me when H works. The freedom to do whatever I want when I want is joyfully bliss! He still trys to control but can only do that over the phone. So far I just love being able to be myself and be happy. I know it's a long road ahead. Divorce may be or probably will be down the line. I have a year's lease. I have a job that doesn't pay much so it will be a struggle. He helps occasionally when he's having a good day. On his bad days he's very nasty and says hurting words. I know I won't go back. I think he knows that too. As soon as I can afford a computer, I'll be reading and posting. This site was just so supportive and if I can help somebody like you all helped me, it would be my pleasure.
Thanks again,
Happy

Warning...warning...free woman on the loose!
Oh, honey, I am SO EXCITED for you!
CL-Blueliner4