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im not giving in
| Mon, 04-05-2004 - 11:07pm |
just wanted to let yall know that i will not give in to him. I was just very upset earlier today. I know that i have to keep fighting. I cant live that way again. I CANT AND I WONT!! He had such a smerk on his face at court, he even mouthed at me that he would be seeing me soon. well i have news for him, that was only round 1, i still have alot of fight still in me. I will admit that i think about giving in sometimes, but then my brain actually starts working and i come to my senses. I have not been home much, i stay with Chris most of the time. I dont want to be alone at my house to give him the opportunity to hurt me. I would change the locks but it doesnt do any good. He called me on my cel just the other day from MY house phone, and i know the doors were locked. He didnt really have anything to say i think he called just to let me know that he was in my house. I think he will leave me alone for awhile because of the RO, so i came home tonight. it is a little scary being here by myself, but i have my cel phone with me and if he does show up i will dial 911.
Van
