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It's starting again
| Mon, 07-25-2005 - 9:22am |
Husband who has been increadably good for about a month now is starting to revert back to his old tactics. Friday he leaves a box of goodies from the bakery in my car for me to find when I leave work (how sweet). I'm in a good mood until I get home. He is in the bedroom on the internet and says that he doesn't like it because there are so many places to go to find a date. OK. Then he proceeded to "prove" to me that I had been on there looking for a date. OK. He just bought that computer for me to show that he trusted me but I never even turn it on much less get on the internet because I don't want to be accused of anything. I don't even have internet access on it because he is doing an AOL trial and only his screen name is on there (I don't want one). Of course he didn't believe me, even thought what he was saying was totally illogical. But here's the kicker he finally said "well, it doesn't matter because you can get online and do it at work if you want to". What am I supposed to quit my job now? You might be able to do stuff like that at work, I wouldn't know because I haven't tried it. I seriously doubt it though, they probably have stuff like that blocked. Then Friday night he kept me up all night because "he was upset and hurt that I didn't want him touching me anymore". OK, I was totally asleep and about 12:00 he aparently groped me or something and I grunted the wrong way. So he felt he had to wake me up to argue with me the whole night! Then to make it up to me, he took me to the movies and out to eat, but then on the way home he started in about the internet. I did figure out that the waking me up thing is just a new part of the control, he has been doing this for a month now for one reason or another, even though I have asked him not to. He even woke me up every night since, kissing me saying that he thought I would feel better if I got some "release"....Whatever.

And this behavior is going to continue.