just me again

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Registered: 03-26-2003
just me again
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Thu, 12-02-2004 - 12:50pm

Hi Just me again! Well I left work early today because I think Im getting the flu and just cant concentrate on anything so not much good to anyone... Ive done nothing but cry this is so crazy!.. I want to talk to my dh so bad I cant stand it.. I keep thinking if I just talk to him I will feel better! That is crazy huh!

Thanks for your suggestions Tracy! I am going to make some phone calls when I get home. I dont have a computer at home so I have to come to the library. well i do but the monitor no longer works I think it is about 100 years old!

Im kind of lost right now.. I dont know what to think or feel... my dh sister came over last nite after she visited him and informed me how mad he is at me for testifying yesterday at the court! What was I supposted to do?? Dont think you have much of a choice when you are supeona to court.. I just dont know what do to or think or feel or anything right now.. it is crazy I have never felt like this my whole entire life! I see something that makes me think of him and I just cry.. my daughter thinks I am crazy!

I am going to look into a support group so i am hoping they have something before I lose my mind

Thanks for listening...
huge hugs
shell

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Registered: 03-24-2003
In reply to: smilinmore
Thu, 12-02-2004 - 1:05pm

One of the things I suggest on my board is once you're free, is to establish a policy of NO CONTACT with him, and you might need to extend that to members of his family.

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