The leaves may change but he won't....
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The leaves may change but he won't....
| Fri, 08-26-2005 - 2:25pm |
Okay so I gave him another chance. It has been almost 2 weeks since I laid it all out on the table. Well, things are starting to settle back into their old pace. Slowly I can see my H turning off the good boy act. I know he isn’t going to change, not really. You can’t fix everything in that short a time. I just need to hold in there for a little while longer. He isn’t physically abusive so I don’t worry about that. I just can’t stand him anymore. Just a little longer until I have my plan ready. Need so save a little more money. I give it until Spring at the latest. If, that is, I can stand it anymore. I never expected to confront him two weeks ago but I just lost it. His opening my mail threw me over the edge. I do know that when the time comes I will not be there and I will leave a note. I can’t be there or I will feel guilty and end up giving him another chance. So I have to be sure I have everything in place. Honestly I wish he would just find someone else and leave. But I know he wouldn’t do that, god forbid anything make HIM look like the bad guy.
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| Fri, 08-26-2005 - 3:58pm |
There a post down in our Off Topic section of the board regarding Safety Plan for DV victims that informs you on the steps to take once you are ready to leave and making your plan to escape.
