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| Fri, 02-10-2006 - 12:58am |
I've never been on a message board before. I find myself here looking for support from others who will understand. I have just gotten out of an abusive relationship that I have been in for almost six years now. I have no idea how I feel. One moment I am angry. I am angry at him and angry at myself for allowing this to happen. Then I'm sad and I feel so alone. I'm afarid that he will come back and hurt me or even worse. He's always told me he will kill me.
Whats really crazy is part of me misses him. I look at our son and hate myself because of the father I choosed for him Iwant to be strong but its so hard!
Whats really crazy is part of me misses him. I look at our son and hate myself because of the father I choosed for him Iwant to be strong but its so hard!

Hi honey, welcome -
Trust me, right now what you're feeling is 100% normal for the situation.
CL-Blueliner4
Blue's right on the money, Keithade.
As far as getting a RO. The system here is not very good here. Since I wasnt living with him I could not get a restraining order through the district attorneys office. I have to do it on my own so it's a little bit harder.
Anyways I want to thank you for all the support.