Need some support after h's raging
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Need some support after h's raging
| Tue, 05-25-2004 - 8:35am |
This morning I can barely type the words because my hands won't stop shaking. My h went into one of his rages last night that lasted for hours. And he just went off on me on the telephone. It doesn't matter to him if I beg him to stop or the impact his rages have on me.
I feel like I am facing death each day. I feel so worthless even though my head knows that is not true. I just don't understand how someone can attack you and then get up and go to work like normal. Sometimes when I hear his voice, I just drop to the floor and curl into a ball. Without thinking, my body just seems to do it. At work, if someone unexpectedly walks into my office, I jump or have to fight back the tears because I am so scared of what is coming.
I just can't deal anynmore.

Hi Booboo, sweetie, welcome back -
You need to get out of there.
CL-Blueliner4
I'm so sorry for what you are going through, booboo66.
Peace and hugs,
Cheryl =)
The minute you settle for less than you
It's so nice to come to this board where people get it. I am at working - looking up info on available counselors for DV. My insurance will cover it. It will be my weekly link to sanity.