Needing Some Support Desperately
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|Fri, 06-17-2011 - 9:20am|
I've mentioned before that I write a blog. On there, I've discussed alot of my experiences both during times of extreme violence and in recovery. Over the last few days, a group of people have latched on to one of my posts, detailing the first time I really tried to seek help to get away from my ex-husband and how that help was denied. They read in between the lines claiming that it is pro-abortion, which is such a stretch from the truth that is not even funny.
I tried to reason with this people, but now I keep getting battered with comments and other websites critisizing me from saying that I could not possibly really be a vicitm of abuse because of x, y, and z. And, they have gone so far as to say that I am not really a person, but my blog is entirely made up just to promote some pro-abortion agenda, because I write anonymously. I tried to explain that it is becuase I am scared the my ex-husband or an equally abusive ex-boyfriend would be angry and try to hurt me and my kids, if I wrote under my real name, but none of this is getting through to them.
I feel so alone and completely distresses. This topped with some other very stressful things going on in my personal life right now has sent me over the edge, acting as trigger for my PTSD pretty terribly. I don't know what to do. I want to ignore these people, but I just can't. Why do some people think it's ok to make me feel like I am right back in that position of asking for help and being told it's my own fault?
Here is a link to some of the things being said about me in the comments sections: http://open.salon.com/blog/tellingtosca/2011/06/15/on_being_disected_the_pregnancy_cult_reaction_1,