None of us deserve this
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None of us deserve this
| Tue, 08-03-2004 - 4:23pm |
I used to be a very happy, normal girl until I met my current bf of 5 yrs. Now I'm 23, becoming bitter, and feel mean and grouchy most of the time. Plus I am constantly having panic and anxiety attacks now. We broke up once for a month, and then he became so charming and determined to 'change' that he phoned up my mother, told her everything and begged her for forgiveness. Right away she was pestering me to go back to him, he was driving me crazy, etc. so finally I did because I thought, "well maybe he has changed." Yeah, right. Now I'm stuck in the whole stupid cycle over again.
Ladies, don't be me. If you get out, stay out. It will take me a long time to get out again, because he has tightened his psychological grip on me and I go back and forth between hating and loving him. There never is a happy ending to these tales, I can tell.
I've been through this with him before. He is the guy no one would ever expect to be crazy and terrible in ways no one can imagine.
Good luck to us all.
Shawna

Being in the situation, sometimes it's hard to see yourself coming out, but believe me, it is possible. And life after, I have to say, is so much better! Learn and trust from your experience as well as from the experience of others..don't do this to yourself any longer! Good luck to you all..