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| Tue, 04-13-2004 - 1:05pm |
Hi all. I am sorry I havent posted in quite sometime, but a lot has happenend. About a month ago I did something stupid and foolish and that started the whole situation turning. I was still with Kevin when I foolishly went and saw my husband( had sex, so ashamed)and Kevin found out. Well then he decides that to get me back he was gonna go and sleep with his wife, well they talked and decided to get back together and make things work for there 2 1/2 year old daughter. To me it is a copout. He has told everyone that he is not happy with her and he only married her because she was pregnant. So anyways, I ended up moving out and really concidered going back and getting a place with my abuser. I have gone back and forth with what to do for weeks now. I stayed at his place for a few nights and decided that I didn't like even having him in bed next to me so I stayed with a friend for a week. About a week and a half ago, I opened the paper and found an apartment in my price range and I got it. Me and my girls moved in about a week ago and I absolutly love it. My H still tries to control me, as to who I can be friends with, telling me that if we are gonna work it out that it need to be about us and us only. I am enjoying being on my own able to come and go as I please and not having to answer to anyone. As far as Kevin goes, I miss him so mush that it hurts. I don't think I even felt like this about my husband when we got together. I just hope in the end that Kevin and I can work things out. He isn't happy with his wife still. I post again. Just wanted to give you all an update. Hugs Christina



Hey Christina, welcome back -
I am so glad to hear you and the girls got a place of your own.
CL-Blueliner4