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| Tue, 04-06-2004 - 5:30pm |
How is everyone dealing with the time change? I am so happy it makes the work day go by so much faster. So about how I am feeling. Well I did something STUPID, you all are probably going to be mad at me. Well my son wanted to talk to my ex, I let him call him last night. Well I noticed he put my son on hold for like 5 mins. I grabbed the phone and he answered and I said why did you keep him on hold for so long. He sucked his teeth and hung up on me. A few weeks ago I experienced something nice at prayer that I wanted to share with him I went to his house and felt so stupid talking to him through his window because he wouldn't even open the blinds. I said I just need to talk to you and share something with you. He said, I don't want to talk to you! In a mean voice. What do you want. I said oh come on now I can't talk to you like this and I started to cry and ran away. Meanwhile this is where I used to live.. Where we shared everything. Do you think that he will change because he said he has found God... I am so skeptical because I could see that he still has a lot of anger inside and I am not sure. Do you think he has a girlfriend because he thinks he is cured from HIV. I mean do you think after a month of us being separated that would be too fast to be with someone else, especially because of the disease and the phyiscal abuse I endured. Please reply my mind is wander.
Love,
Bella

Yes, I do think 1 month is far too quickly to move on to someone new...if you are normal.
CL-Blueliner4
Love
Belle
"Finding God" is a hugely common tactic and you are very wise to be skeptical of it.
CL-Blueliner4