Saw Him...:(...

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Registered: 10-22-2001
Saw Him...:(...
Thu, 07-26-2012 - 7:27pm
I saw him, but don't think he saw me...:smileyhappy:...
Unfortunately, he saw my dd but she wasn't ALONE so he didn't try to speak to her. Although she is sure he wanted to!
I was in the car with someone so I wasn't alone but for a split second I was scared...:smileysad:...absolutely terrified! Silly I know or maybe not! It just brought me back if ONLY for a moment to that dark, bad place kwim?
It has been such a relief having No Contact!!!...:smileyhappy:...
I am moving next week...:smileyhappy:...
New city, new place!
We have a new cell number and a new land-line but still...:smileysad:...
I worry...not as much as I used to.
To be frank not really afraid of him, because he is a coward, an "Abuser"...
I am not the first and probably not the LAST either.
Just needed/wanted to VENT!!!
I know here I would find support and understanding...:smileyhappy:...
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Registered: 10-22-2001
Sat, 07-28-2012 - 12:07pm
Queen you are a Rock!
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Registered: 10-22-2001
Sat, 07-28-2012 - 12:11pm
Thanks so much! Cajunharmony!
I ALWAYS remember you as Mama...:smileywink:...
It will be so good. We will be able to sleep "Peacefully"...:smileyhappy:...
Like you said I am ALWAYS on guard. It will be such a relief to finally be able to let it down.
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Registered: 02-28-2001
Sat, 07-28-2012 - 12:32pm
Angel, I STILL sign all my posts Mama Harmony. How's the getting ready to move going? I LOATHE AND DESPISE (I turn into a, well, I don't know what it is, but it's bad) moving so much I would rather just sell everything but my irreplaceables off and have all new delivered. Yeah, right, like I can afford to pay attention, let alone buy all new and have it delivered. ;-P Good luck with the move. Keep us posted.

Mama Harmony

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Registered: 10-22-2001
Sat, 07-28-2012 - 8:35pm
We are almost done packing. We are ONLY taking what we absolutely want/need...:smileyhappy:...
Starting over!
We are getting a new to us couch (used) but they are delivering it to our new place.
And a new desk for my ds.
Leaving behind a few things, giving away or throwing away the rest...:smileyhappy:...
I have to come back to finish cleaning our old place but have ample time to do it...:smileywink:...
Smart on my part, to give myself the extra time!
Given away lots of stuff, threw out lots, and recycled.
We never had a table so I am buying a used one...:smileyhappy:...
Love my new kitchen!!!
It will be home for at least a year! Probably much longer...:smileyhappy:...:smileywink:...
Last time we moved my ds was a lot younger. We are both a wee bit scared but so happy to be moving. I know we will both LOVE it!
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Registered: 10-22-2001
Sat, 07-28-2012 - 8:37pm
Thanks so much!!!