Today is not a good day...
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Today is not a good day...
| Sat, 11-12-2005 - 2:32pm |
Hello! Well today is our 2 year anniversary of meeting and he is sitting in jail and I am sitting around crying... went to work today for about 4 hours and had to leave.. doing the best I can.. getting ready to go home and rake some leaves.. tons and tons of them.. so I will be physically exhausted and can go sleep it off.. I am sooo miserable.. I dont know what to do with myself but cry.. He goes to court monday.. it is a felony this time so it looks like it is going to be at least a year and then they are trying to revoke his probation from when it happened last year.. so I dont know how much time he will get for that.. I just want to run away but that isnt going to help the pain.. My mother in law still hasnt spoke to me and that hurts.. I went and bought a card today and I guess I will mail it to her.. She only lives 5 miles away but I dont know.. I have talked to the father in law.. he is great.. but she is just upset.. but who isnt right now?? Yes it is her son but he is also my husband.. am I being selfish? This is crazy... well I am going to get going.. at the library and need to get home to get work done.. cause if I dont do it no one else will... hope you all have a good day...
