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| Sat, 08-14-2004 - 5:44pm |
Since then we have had alot of obsticale to over come. Two of my children were daignosised with Bipolor 1 and one of them also have post tramatic stress disorder and ADHD, my third child has detereating hips. I thought I was losing my mind there for a long time. But with counseling things have slowly gotten better.
The boys start school soon. And I start back to college August 29, which I'm very excited about. I will have my bachelors degree by April 2006 in Archetecture. We are doing good now the boys are happier now they still miss are family alot. But I know what I have to do to keep them safe.
There father calls every once and a while. but they boys don't seem to care one way or another weather he does or not. I still have my days where I doubt myself and my desicions and I have my days that I feel like crying and screaming. But then I look at my boys I know with out a doubt that I did the right thing for us.
I'm still very angry at my ex and there are times I want to hurt him like the way he hurt my boys and me. I hope someone can learn from my story and not make some of the mistakes I did.
Lots of Hugs,
Christy

Woo-hoo!
You go, girl!
CL-Blueliner4