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| Tue, 06-29-2004 - 1:58pm |
My ex last week pulled one of his stunts and said he was going to terminate his parental rights. Because I maved out of state and its going to cost him about 15,000 to make us come back and he can't leave his state because he's on probation. So he calls and says I when and he'll sign the papers. I was torn because YES HE'LL BE OUT OF OUR LIVES FOR GOOD!!! Then I think How could you even consider giving up your kids. I'd fight tooth and nail for my kids. He just seems to have given up. (MAYBE IF HES NOT PLAYING HEAD GAMES AGAIN)
My kids have been really good this weekend. I guess because I was always upset and worried I had them all in a knot. Now that I starting to relax I'm calmer and I don't panic like I usually do. Just something has come over me that i realize that yes I need to be on guard but also I need to be able to live my life the way I want and thats what I'm going to do. I'm really glad I found this board.

Mel