Went to see him.
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Went to see him.
| Mon, 10-04-2004 - 2:04am |
Despite all the warnings I went to see him, thinking if I looked him in the eyes and told him it was over he would get a clue. Well I was wrong. He apologized for being so mean and nasty on the phone before I even had a chance to sit down. I think I handled it fairly well. I agreed to meet him under my terms. 1st-a public place 2nd-a friend with me who could see and hear everything 3rd-a phone with me at all times. He tried everything, I love you's & I miss you's and everything.(tears and everything) I feel the need to mention somethings I didn't before and I never meant to mislead anyone. This man has been married for 28 years. I told him you have a family and you need to focus on them. I told him work on your marriage and leave me the heck alone. He made it very clear that he has risked alot for me and that he is not going anywhere and neither am I.(his words not mine) Anyways he walked away from me crying after 2 hours so I thought it was over but sure enough Saturday morning the phone started ringing again. I have thought about the restaining order but I hate to put it in his wife's face like that because I feel I have caused enough trouble. Please don't think I am a terrible person. I am just a young woman who made a huge mistake and is trying to handle the reprecussions of it. I will admit I am getting more and more frightened by him. I just know that I can not take the pain from the "sexual encounters" anymore. I will not take him threatening my friends with harm and trying to cut me off from the world. It is time for me to take a stand for once in my life. One thing that he said at the end of the conversation really seemed odd. He told me that he wished that the last time we were "together"(which was 2 weeks ago) he wished he would have gotten me pregnant. Then he asked me if I was to have his child would that change my mind. Is it just me or is that creepy? Thanks for listening and for all the responses. Kristin

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