what do you do when you feel everything sucks..

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Registered: 06-17-2006
what do you do when you feel everything sucks..
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Wed, 02-02-2011 - 6:26pm

I had a blow out with my boss. he was blaming me without understanding issues..I called him out. I have had enough of people trying to put me down.

Now I am scared I am "flagged" for being "unprofessional" though my friend says it is he who is unprofessional for calling you out in a conf call. So work life sucks. And you know my home life is same.

Maybe something wrong with me..maybe both affect each other..I feel like just throwing in the towel and walking away..far..far away..no..nothing stupid..I just want to get away from all. My therapist though thinks if I dont bring about change in one, change in other wont happen. And we all know what she is referring to...

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Registered: 09-06-2007
Wed, 02-02-2011 - 11:49pm

I am sorry winter. It won't be like this forever. That did sound unprofessional of your boss to do that.

Back in the bad days, I used to silenty hold back tears at my desk at work nearly every day.

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Registered: 05-20-2009
Thu, 02-03-2011 - 11:25am

Hi winter,

I think you tend to be a pessimist.

sweets35
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Registered: 06-17-2006
Thu, 02-03-2011 - 12:42pm

hi sweets35, sienna

thanks for writing. I know I have a lot to be thankful..some of the stuff comes from feeling trapped, or stuck. I know what changes I need to make. I am going to take some time to myself on weekends (whether HE likes or not) to process things and journalize to help accept or get where I want to get.

thanks again for your words of encouragement..

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Registered: 12-27-2004
Thu, 02-03-2011 - 4:17pm

Bless you, Winter, you are so determined to make everyone happy.