!WHAT is my problem!!

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-16-2006
!WHAT is my problem!!
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Sun, 08-20-2006 - 11:06am

I rant on here about hating my situation, wishing he'd go away...then when I hear nothing from him..I feel sad. Admittedly, when he does call, I'm like 'ugh'..but he left a message yesterday, I love you, blah blah..I will wait to see if you call me, that will show you want this..and it has been silence since.

So, so stupid. I don't know what my problem is.

Well, time to put on a happy face and go school shopping w/ the kids. Just wanted to get this off my chest.

A

iVillage Member
Registered: 05-19-2006
Sun, 08-20-2006 - 12:52pm

Hi....

I feel the same way as you do. I am constantly looking at my phone to see if my X has left any voice messages or text messages. I do not know why i do this... because I do not want him to phone me... I guess I just want him to be thinking about me or something..?? But I have to follow the no contact rule because I need to get better and back to my old self. I have started writing in a journal of all my thoughts and it is helping a lot.

Lauren

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Registered: 10-05-2004
Tue, 08-22-2006 - 10:53am
It's like withdrawal- it's hard. You are doing the right thing by not calling him and by venting here. Hang in there- you CAN do it!
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