!WHAT is my problem!!
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!WHAT is my problem!!
| Sun, 08-20-2006 - 11:06am |
I rant on here about hating my situation, wishing he'd go away...then when I hear nothing from him..I feel sad. Admittedly, when he does call, I'm like 'ugh'..but he left a message yesterday, I love you, blah blah..I will wait to see if you call me, that will show you want this..and it has been silence since.
So, so stupid. I don't know what my problem is.
Well, time to put on a happy face and go school shopping w/ the kids. Just wanted to get this off my chest.
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Hi....
I feel the same way as you do. I am constantly looking at my phone to see if my X has left any voice messages or text messages. I do not know why i do this... because I do not want him to phone me... I guess I just want him to be thinking about me or something..?? But I have to follow the no contact rule because I need to get better and back to my old self. I have started writing in a journal of all my thoughts and it is helping a lot.
Lauren