What is wrong with me
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| Mon, 09-27-2004 - 1:17am |
Well on September 13th he instant messaged me and asked me was I going to send him 950 dollars so he could get a tv for his car. I told him I cared about him but hated how he messed with girls behind my back and he was going to take that money and spend it on other girls. He said if I cared about him I would give him money and if I did give him money, everything between us would be good and I could be his girlfriend. Then after agruing he said I'm not a friend, I'm just "someone hating on the dirty." He also told me to leave him alone and not to talk to him until I give him money.
It's been 2 weeks and 2 weeks later the urge tto be with him is so strong. I haven't talked to him in two weeks. I deleted him from my buddy list but it's not helping. I end up putting him back on. I talked to a counselor but she did absolutely nothing. She told me things I already knew.
Am I experiencing ebb and flow? A major part of myself hates him...that's the part that wouldn't give him the money. Then that small part wants to go back to him. Same bu.sh. if I go back.
I like my friend but I don't even want to be with him because I keep thinking about Mr. Money. Also, I noticed that when I go out to parties I don't think about him. But I can't go to parties everyday!

Sweetie pie, he doesn't need televisions in his car and if he does "need" them, then he needs to find a way to pay for them other than harrassing you for the money.
CL-Blueliner4