Why Does He Do That?
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|Tue, 03-13-2012 - 6:41pm|
So, per cajun's advice, I got the Lundy book Why Does He Do That...I'm a bit over 100 pages in and am scared I put too much into my expectations...don't get me wrong, I am enjoying the read, a lot of 'yup, that's him' moments, but I think I expect this book to make me 'feel' freed, or something..I don't know how to explain it. Please don't misinterpret this as me thinking it's not a good book- #1, I already have found it's worth and #2, I haven't finished it. I'm starting to think I have to find a way to get a therapist..this book has already put that in my head..Man, I am one messed up chic. I feel like I'm suffocating from the silence..I'm so sad over his 'hate' letter..bottom line, I'm obsessing over him. And I guess I was hoping the book would also make me make the right turn on to Apathy Blvd. *sigh* The reality of the work I have to put into getting my life back is overwhelming. When I was en route to the dr today, I actually said to myself, 'my life is really over, there is no way I'm ever going to feel happy (outside mom life)..get butterflies over a new man..nothing. I feel like I'm just going to obsess over this 'man' forever, while he merrily goes about his life. ok, shutting up.
I'll get back into the book later tonight...and thanks cajun for telling me about it- it really is good.