why have I lost courage..
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|Wed, 05-18-2011 - 12:33pm|
not sure why I am not taking the step..is it these fears
-fear of backlash from dd and him
-involved in big legal mess
-things will get more disruptive (temporarily at least)
not doing anything is leading to
- how long can someone stay submissive and silent
-mental and physical health going down
yes, i started to take an anti-depresent for 2+ weeks now..maybe it will take affect later..but I still feel paralyzed..or rather courage is gone..I still am reverting to 'yes'...to keep the peace..what is it about me..how can I break this finally..is there a way to take a baby step to not get overwhelmed by fear..part of me..I think doesn't want to leave the "false security"..or rather not ask for all the support/house sale and all thinking of effect on dd..