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| Fri, 07-28-2006 - 4:55pm |
I swear that everything that I ever write here is absolutely the truth! I however did not tell you all that I am girl1boys2. I created a new password because I am trying to "hide" from my b/f (the reason I came to this abuse board). As far as I know she doesn't know that I disabled the parental blocks that she put on my screenname. Yesterday she did however read my emails and saw that I registered here on ivillage. Don't know if she knows my "name" though. I'm sick and tired of having to sneak around to post here. It sucks.
We have been getting along well lately, which is good! The fighting was getting to me. My other roommate (the one who attacked my ds) got in my face about 2 weeks ago and screamed and poked me in the face about 10 times. My ds wanted me to call the police. I can't believe that he did it in front of my ds. When I told b/f that I was considering turning him in she threatened me saying that she would back her bf and say that both my ds and I were lying. I figured what is the point :-(. Besides he didn't hurt me. Just jabbed me under the eye.
My b/f and her boyfriend still joke about my having gone to an abuse counselor. They laugh at me saying that I was absolutely never abused. I guess she doesn't think that constant screaming and controlling my every move is not abuse. I guess slapping me, shoving me and pouring water over my head is ok too. I'm frustrated.
Anyways, I hope that nobody is mad at me for creating a new screenname. I didn't do it to be decietful. I did it to hide from b/f. Oh and I have 3 kids not 1. My ds is the one that was living with me for a while. That flew out the window though. I'm so depressed. I want him back! I want all of my kids away from their father and step mom!!!

Hi eyeore,
I've read a few of your posts,and at first I was quite confused.I think I have it straight now, but correct me please if I'm wrong. You left an abusive relationship and moved in w/ your best friend? And now your best friend is controling you also.I'm sure you already know this,but I have to say it anyway... You fled from one abuser only to land right into the hands of another abuser. I cannot imagine any friend of mine treating me in this way. Not only does she invade your privacy and treat you like a child, she lets her b/f abuse you and your children and stands by him. Is there anywhere else you can go? I feel so terrible for you,at this time when you need a real friend, you are alone.This woman is NO friend,and I pray that God intervenes in your life soon.
((((Hugs))))
Nikki
Hi,
I'm in total agreement with serenity4mesomeday. I really, really hope that you get yourself away from all the abusive and controlling people in your life so you can be safe and so your children can be safe with you.
What could be more important than your safety and your childrens', and your being able to have a consistent relationship with your children?
I really hope you find a way out soon. It sounds like you're living with two abusers, and it doesn't seem like there's any way for your children to be safe visiting you under those circumstances.
Best of luck to you and your little ones!