Problem in marruage
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|Thu, 08-05-2010 - 12:33am|
I need some outside insight. I have been married for 12 years. It has been a good marriage - 2 kids. My husband was raised as a Christian. I was too, but my family is a more quiet Christian family.
Many years ago, my husband developed an anxiety with going to church. I often would take my preschooler to church by myself. Fast forwarding - my husband rededicated his life to the Lord 2 years ago. He is very involved at church now.
The problem is that his whole personality has changed. I feel like I cannot express any human emotions such as anxiety, worry, concern, or even just feeling down in the dumps about something. If I do then I am not trusting God or living my life right. I feel like I am so analyzed now. We almost can't have normal conversations anymore. He isn't here to support me or and talk through everyday things. All I know is that I am not living right or have enough faith about something. I just really don't feel Christian enough for him. He just seems really disappointed with me and I miss being able to talk to him. I am sure he has a deeper relationship with God than me.
Does this sound healthy? Am I just not understanding what a Christian marriage should be like?
Please excuse typos. I am on a small device.