Am I being selfish and unreasonable?

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Registered: 04-23-2008
Am I being selfish and unreasonable?
Tue, 12-17-2013 - 1:18am

My bf and I have been together for 9 years and have a 5 yr old son. My family is small and we enjoy each others company on the holidays but have little traditions other than getting together to open presents on Christmas Eve and having lunch on Christmas Day And spending time together. His family do a secret Santa bc they don't have much money and that is ok. We open secret Santa stuff on Christmas Eve with them but after the grand kids were corn they want to spend Christmas Day with us too. His family live an hour away where as mine is here in town. Usually we spend thangig icing at one house or the other bc our families just don't mingle that much and we have always split Christmas so we can see both families. This year we had plans to go to his nanas house for thanksgiving. My bf had to work so it would have been just so and our son. I found out three days before that my family had not gotten it together for thanks giving. Everyone thought everyone else was putting it together. Well my dad just found out he is sick, my grandmas is 80 and burns everything and my little sister can't cook. My aunt and older sister were coming down bit wouldn't be here till the night before. his allied his mom and let her know my family needed help and I wanted them to have a goothanksgiving and I would be staying here to help them out. She seemed ok with that. Well I found out she blew up on thanksgiving bc of it and even put on facebook how she was sorry the holidays meant so much to her and that she trying to keep holiday traditions sacred! Wtf! Even my bf was mad. I told him I felt like my family needed me and I wasn't going to let their thanksgiving bee ruined. Then there comes the plan for Christmas. I have been asking for days what theory were doing and I would plan with my family what was left like I always have. Again I have my aunt and sister coming from out of town and the wants to take up both days of Christmas. I asked my bf when we would spend it with my family and he said well u spent thanksgiving with them. What the hell. He said by me wanting to try and spend Christmas with them was me thinking about only me. We end every tether holiday out of the year with them. my mother loves out of town six hours away taking care of her mom. I never get to go and see them with me being in nursing school. One very summer his family wants to take a small vacation and I go with them. They make plans first and when I try and make a small weekend with my family he says well mama wanted us to do that and I can't get off all those days only one weekend. So we spend more time with his family. I know I only have three family members in town my dad little sister and grandma and they don't go do much anymore my sister works and don't have a lot of money grandam is old and my dad is kinda a hermit so when he does get out kit is a treat for me and my son. So by trying to spend my time split up he says I am only thinking of myself . Is this right? Am I being selfish? His mom is already pissed at me for thanksgiving I am ready for her to blow up at Christmas. And the love to wait till the last min to tell u anything! His dad is more understanding and my family has never fussed about the lack of time spemnfd with them...please help!