Heartbroken 20 something at home.
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|Sun, 10-24-2010 - 12:14am|
I am a 23 year old young lady living at home. I finished college, I looked for jobs desperately. I found nothing. I work at a bank now. The job doesnt pay well enough, I dont get enough hours, I am looking for another job to supplement that one. I help out at home. I pay for my own food. I pay a house bill, one of the more expensive ones. I have been helping out all my life, sacrificing, since I was little for my family. I dont shop, I dont ask for money, I just got my own room a year ago. My mom is ill. I spent a lot of the last year trying to help her get on her feet. I clean, I stay out of the way. I have my flaws. I wont lie there. I can be a huge bitch when provoked. So I stay in my room alot.
I have made a few decisions about my life. One, I have no clue what I'm doing but I have to do something fast. I dont come from a happy home, I cannot stay here much longer. My mom and dad broke up when I was 10. The divorce was nasty. Very nasty. I cared for my brother while my mom cried. He is 18 now, and part of the problem. Ive not been without a job since I was 17. Brief stints of looking lasting no longer than 2-3 months.