i feel crap need to vent
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|Sat, 11-29-2003 - 10:01pm|
ever since i was a little girl (i'm 18 now) me and my sister were sexually and physically abused by my father. two years ago, my sister got the courage up to tell the police and my dad went to prison. my family got on with our lives, my sister loved her new found freedom and went out while me and my mum looked after her little boy. she met a man and within a few weeks of knowing him she became pregnant. Bella was born in feb 2002, sarah (my sister) ended the relationship with Bella's father and soon found another man called Tony. Tony became obsessed with Bella and for a while he was obsessed with Nick (my sisters son). i was upset at him because i had practically brought Nick Bella up since she was born, since my sister lost interest in both her kids. in september 2002 sarah got pregnant by Tony, and in June she Gave birth to Jessica. when i go round my sisters house, if i am alone with Tony, he keeps telling me i'm beautiful and he keeps trying to touch my breasts and between my legs. it really upsets me but i was too scared to tell anyone. in front of my sister he makes fun of me and she laughs at him, which is really hurtful. anyway, now Jessica is there, Tony has started to hit the other two, and hard he pulled Bellas leg so hard that she got a green stick fracture and then tryed to say she got it when i babysat her!!!!!! and he hit nick, who is only 7 so hard in the face, he made his nose bleed and he had a red mark there for ages. my sister does nothing about it, another thing is, when i was baby sitting, i was cahnging Bella's nappy (diaper) and she started playing with her bits, i thought nothing of it until she started saying "tickle tickle" and then tryed to get me to tickle it.i told my sister this but again she just ignored me, so i rang social services and told them. it turns out that Tony has been to prison for having sex with his ex girlfriends daughter, my sister knew this and she still let him alone with her kids! my sister now hates me and send me a really abusive email, i cant see the kids now, which is killing me, i feel like nick and bella are mine, i know i shouldnt feel like that but i have looked after them since they were babies.
sorry this is so long, i just needed to get it off my chest