I know i should be happy but....
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|Mon, 06-23-2003 - 1:02pm|
I guess im happy that she graduated BUT im jealous that she has family.
We never lived near my relatives and only had a relationship with them by phone. They pretty much remembered our b-days and such and we remembered theirs. I guess i wish i had an extended family. I dont get along with my mom...well we get along better now i live 6000miles away :) and i have no relationship with my brother or father. DH is an only child and he has no cousins. Actually he has a total of 4 relatives: MIL, GMIL, Uncle W and Aunt B)
Now after hearing about all the cousins, aunts, uncles etc that went to her party i feel so depressed and jealous. I know realistically that I would hate having all those people in my life so i dont understand why i feel this way. Any theories? Maybe its just the grass is greener syndrome :)
Thanks for letting me get that out!