My Mom aka St.Mommy
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|Fri, 05-23-2003 - 11:55am|
Then she tries to get me married off. But she has no frickin CLUE! She told me I should marry my psycho ex-con Houdini baby's father (ok she's not a baby, she's 3). She told me I should try to marry a coworker just b/c he has his own place, a car, and a job. She doesn't know this guy is basically trying to get in my pants and I told her I don't like him like that anyway...but nooooo. "You have to get to knoooooow him." WHATEVER!
Then she goes on her Saint Mommy trip about how I shouldn't have sex and any man I'm with, if she finds out or suspects that we're having sex, she'll be evil to him (she's done this in the past) and not allow him in her house. She has a tendency to refer to my "friends" as the scum of the earth, even before they screw me over. To her, if you have sex, you are whoring and going to hell and your future marriage will not last b/c neither spouse will trust the other b/c of the pre-marital sex.
AND THEN, she goes on to say that if I was to get married tomorrow she would not watch my kids for me anymore b/c they would be my husband's responsibility. I KNOW they would be his responsibility, but if his funds are limited (like my own) and we can't afford it, she doesn't care. She said she has done her part to help me and now I need to be an adult. But how can I be an adult when she won't even respect my right to date who I wanna date and f*** who I wanna f***? How can I have my own life if she insists on doing sneaky sh** like popping up unannounced at 7 in the morning and then getting mad b/c I'm not home? Why can't she stop pushing the Bible down my throat, 22 years is enough, I get it, I am chocking at this point. Why can't she just keep her evil passive agresssive mouth shut? Now she said she's going to put a personal ad on the net to find me a virgin who wants to marry her worldly daughter. I really need to get away from her/here. I want to move so badly, but can't afford it and I want her to be cool w/ my boyfriend but she knew him a while back and thinks he's the scum of the earth and would flick if she found out about us, even though we are serious now and want to get married when it's financially feasible.
Grrrrrr. Thank you for listening. I think I need to go smoke. Peace