what i would say...

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Registered: 03-26-2003
what i would say...
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Mon, 04-07-2003 - 2:29am
My family encourages me to write on this board so I can share my feelings. To the loved one I lost years ago…

So much I would say… I love you. I think of you everyday and miss you so much. I am missing a piece of my life that I would do anything to get back. The years only make me miss you more. I have so much to share with you. I am still carrying your gift everywhere. THANK YOU! Thank you for being so courageous.

I often think of what you would be like. Two weekends ago, I visited northern cali and only thought of how much you would have loved it. Right now, Mom and Dad are visiting!! Without you here – I am reminded of my loss. I am reminded of how much I want you in my life. We all love you and miss you. We love you so much. We would do anything – Anything – for you to be back in our lives – to be here with Mom and Dad. I wish with m and d here – we could all meet somewhere. They miss you so much. We would never do anything to hurt your freedom or wishes. I long for the day that I can communicate with your and feel you close and back in life and give you a big hug!

Again –I will keep posting here and updating my profile – I want to feel close to you, even if it isn’t possible for you to respond. I long for a safe way for us to talk and be together. That would mean the world to me. We were touched beyond words for your gifts. Most of all, please know how very much I LOVE YOU, how much I think about you and wish for the day to sit down together. I love you. Take good care. We love you.

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Registered: 03-20-2003
Mon, 04-07-2003 - 7:57pm
You are welcome to continue to post here. I hope that your sister finds these messages and is able to let you know that she hears you.

Melissa

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Wed, 04-09-2003 - 9:13pm
Such a beautiful and loving post. I hope it reaches the one you seek in more ways than one. Michelle