Why do I feel so alone all of the sudden??
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|Tue, 11-23-2010 - 11:56pm|
So this past year I have been going through a lot of personal changes. I've cut some people out who weren't good for me and I've tried keeping people who are good for me. But I haven't really been able to find good people to add to my list of good friends.
I am 25 and going on my second degree. I'm also interning and working at the same time. So I don't have much time to hang out with people anyways and I'm usually really tired as a result of all of my busyness.
But now that my semester is coming to a close, all of the sudden I feel super lonely and I feel like no one cares about me. I mean sure my family will always care about me and the few good friends that I have will always be there for me but they live really far away from me. All of my good friends live up to 1000 miles away so here at home I seriously feel as though I have no one. The friends I do have are just well acquaintences right now they haven't gone past the just talking at school or work phase.
It's odd b/c over the summer I didn't have a job or was in school or interning. I honestly had nothing to do over the summer except work out and do crafts haha. But at that time I didn't feel as lonely as I do now.
Plus recently I deleted my facebook page b/c I was getting annoyed with it. My mother had an issue with her health this past weekend and so I updated my status on it and I only received one response from a friend from afar wishing me the best of luck and sending me good vibes. No one else answered. It was really odd as I have 200 friends on there and only one person took the time to wish me well. It just made me feel worse b/c my sister did the same thing and she received many responses from friends.
I don't know if I'm just going through one of those odd phases where everything sucks or what? Has this ever happened to you and any words of advice? Should I join a dirty novel book club hahaha... j/k... but really?