Amazing husband so why the negative thoughts? Anybody else?
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|Sun, 11-11-2012 - 8:41pm|
Some days (months) I hate being female. Then again, maybe it's just me? Maybe there are others with a similar perspective. My husband and I are soul mates, I truly believe that... given that occasionally, every few years I have months in a row when I struggle with my own mind about his shortcomings. I am usually a "he can do no wrong" type of wife. Seriously, but these other times, it's like I see all the wrong he does, I see the good too but honestly I prefer the he can do no wrong times. Let me present this in a different way... I think he is amazing, I know he has shortcomings but I accept them and love him despite them... but during the months when I struggle mentally with his negatives, they really get to me at those times. It really bothers me. I could begin going to counseling and that can help me feel better by getting it off my chest. Perhaps I just need to dish with friends. We recently relocated though and my friends aren't near. Not to mention, I am always afraid to talk with them about relationship issues because I want their response towards what I say to be positive. I'm deeply afraid of losing this man so why do I start feeling this way? Perhaps the fear is the problem. I do have trust issues from childhood, when my father left. But honestly, I think I have been past most of this for a while... but then maybe it comes back. Please ANYONE who has been through this, it would feel great to know I am not alone.