Thinking about a past love
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|Tue, 06-29-2010 - 2:04pm|
Okay, so I am happily married to may husband but for some reason this week I can't seem to stop thinking about my HS sweetheart / fiance. We dated through HS, engaged at 20 and broke it off at 21. We both realized we were too young. We stayed in touch and hung out for about two years. Until he met his now wife and they now have two children and a baby on the way.
For the past three nights I have had crazy dreams about him and for the longest time when I dream about my husband he has my ex fiance's face. I wouldn't dream of contacting my ex; A) he is married with children and that is disrespectful to him and her and B) I would never do that to my husband and of course even if i called my ex i don't have anything specific to say to him.
Part of me just misses him like crazy though and sometimes I wish I could go back in time and marry him and have a family with him.
I know this sounds so crazy. Nowhere in my mind am I thinking