help me !!

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Registered: 04-14-2003
help me !!
Tue, 04-15-2003 - 7:04am
HI, I AM VERY CONFUSED !! I AM A DIVORCED WOMAN WHO HAS REMARRIED. I HAVE A CHILD WITH MY NEW HUSBAND. I GUESS THAT SOUNDS GOOD BUT I HAVE THIS ONE PROBLEM !!! I SHOULD NOT HAVE DIVORCED MY FIRST HUSBAND. WE BOTH STILL LOVE EACH OTHER. I WAS ANGRY AND CONFUSED. OUR DAUGHTER HAD JUST DIED AND I WAS QUITE CONFUSED. THAT IS NOT EXCUSE BUT IT HAPPENED. I MARRIED ANOTHER MAN. A NICE MAN BUT I DO NOT FEEL THE PASSION THAT I SHOULD. I HAVE TRIED SO SO HARD. IT HAS NOT WORKED AND I AM SO UNHAPPY AND SAD. MY FIRST HUSBAND IS SAD ALSO. WE CAN NOT BREAK OFF FROM TALKING ON THE PHONE BECAUSE WE ARE MISERABLE IF WE DO NOT TALK TO EACH OTHER. WE TRIED THAT FOR 9 YEARS. IT DID NOT WORK. I ENDED UP ON PROZAC TO TRY TO FEEL BETTER. I HAVE BEEN FEELING BETTER SINCE I HAVE BEEN TALKING TO MY FIRST HUSBAND BUT I ALSO FEEL GUILTY. WE DID TRY TO STOP TALKING BUT IT WAS ABSOLUTELY TERRIBLE FOR US. I LIVE IN MAINE AND HE LIVES IN SOUTH CAROLINA. I JUST DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I AM 50 AND I DO NOT WANT MY CHANCES FOR HAPPINESS TO PASS ME BY. PLEASE HELP ME. THANKS...