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|Mon, 03-22-2010 - 3:37am|
I was in the roller coaster relationship. Too many ups and downs. He was too confusing. I thought I had it all figured out. I had told him all along that if he ever needed me I would be there for him. Now it came to me needing him and he wasnt there for me. I prayed for God to take over and do whats right for me. And he did. Cyclist walked out on me this morning. Said he wouldnt answer my phone calls or texts. I dont even know what I did to cause it. And truthfully I am quite tired of wracking my brains trying to figure it out. I think my conduct in the relationship was very good. I might have made a few mistakes but they were minor and he made plenty of huge ones (silent treatment).
But anyhow it ended. No future or marriage plans for me. Its sad and its a relief at the same time. Its sad that I only got to know you folks here on this board for a short time. Its a great board with supportive folks.
THanks for all your help with the abandonment issues. It was eye opening. I am numb and wish the healing process to begin.