Hubby left this morning

Well hubby left. He's in the Coast Guard and they are currently going to do some evaluation and training with the Navy in California. I just found out though (So like a man to tell me the day before they leave) that after this CA thing he's going to school. They only had a few weeks between training and patrol and now that's getting cut in half. I guess it'll be a good test to see if my daughter can handle it. He's now 3 and noticing more and more when he's gone. She started crying last night when we got back to the house from dropping him off (we dropped him off last night cause liberty expired too early and I didn't want to deal with traffic and he had stuff to do before leaving). She wanted us to go back and get daddy and put him in the car. She asked for him a couple times this morning. :-) But at least she's still doing ok with not regressing into peeing all over. The last two times he left that's what she did. Anyways back to what I was talking about. Well he'll go to school and they will fly him to the boat and deposit him there since they'll be on patrol already. I'm kinda worried about whether they even will come back between the training and patrol. With things like they are I just don't know anymore. So I'm trying to expect the unexpected. I got all my crying out yesterday before he left. I laid down on the bed and he came in and I just cried and cried. :-) He lied to me and told me everything would be fine and it made me feel better. I say he lied because he is just as uncertain about what things will be like now since 9/11. But he's a good husband and he made me feel better. Well thanks for letting me spout. You guys are great. And my heart goes out you guys too cause you know how this all feels and I so hate this feeling. God Bless you all.

Hugs,

Kaleolani