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|Mon, 04-07-2003 - 2:17pm|
I" m new to this site and new to this situation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm confused as my beau and I didn't seem to make amends to a two week feud until two days before he left. We have been on & off again for months. The day before he left he asked me to consider a future with him when he returns. Of course I agreed, and i 'm anxious about his return. Our shaky relationship is due to me. I've been afraid to love again.We would get closer, I'd take steps back. Intentionally start to complain or be upset about any little thing and let days maybe weeks seperate us.
Ok, here's the problem ; how can I miss him so much ? It's been three weeks since he left and I'm an emotional mess. I'm confused on how I should feel. I mean time between us is no stranger, thanks to me. Is it the fact that I know he's gone ? Does absence make the heart grow fonder ? Is it the loss of control ? Is it love ? Any suggestions ????????