Just booked tickets to Germany for next
weekend! I am going to fly out and visit DH. I think I really need this. I have been so strong the last 9 months, up until about 2 weeks ago. I have been feeling like I am at a breaking point,like I just might lose it...so I think this will really help me relax, and...MIL is watching the kids for me. So I will actually get 5 whole days to unwind. A whole day on the plane (Thurs) Friday, Sat, and Sun with DH, and all day Mon on the plane. I will read and meditate and relax, and just UNWIND. I cannot wait. And thank goodness I get to see DH again, before he gets deployed.
I hope I didn't offend anyone before with some of my posts. I feel like I am going to lose it lately. I think this trip is going to be the key to my sanity! And I will take everyone's advice and try to make "lemonade" out of these lemons (thanks for that one, Vic)...and hopefully by the time I return from Germany the world will seem like a better place for me :)