Marriage and the military "heartache"
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|Mon, 04-14-2003 - 1:26pm|
Since I have been gone since Sept I have came home to visit twice once for a month but it has taken a tremdous toll on my marriage and I am not sure its going to work out now. My husband is insisting that I am cheating because he cant understand how I came all the way back here to complete my education. I also caught him putting personal ads on the computer and even set him up so he would think I was a girl that lived on the island and he was asking me out on instant messanger and telling me how lonely he was.
I feel so bad that I left him there but then again I was alone for 5 months while he was in basic training. We have a rough history abuse, cheating and he finally made it right and look what I went off and did. Can anyone shed some lite on this for me I need some advice. I am graduating May 10th and I am glad that I made the choice to do what I have becuase no one can ever take this degree from me. When I talk to my husband sometimes he sounds sad and others he just says do what you want I dont care anymore. I am not sure I want to go back to him but rather see what life is on my own for a while, everything is happening so fast and I have changed so much since my dog has passed away that I dont know what to do with myself.
Jennifer Army wife