Fire fighter wife feeling lost and alone

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Registered: 04-18-2012
Fire fighter wife feeling lost and alone
Wed, 04-18-2012 - 9:06pm
Hi everyone,
I'm married to a vol fire fighter and we just celebrated our first wedding anniversary. I'm not so sure we are going to make it to our second. I know that sounds drastic but I'm at my wits end.
I understand he's wonderful nobel selfless person to put his life on the line for the greater good. I am proud of him, I really am. I wouldn't want him to change . This is ingrained in his soul I understand that too.
I am just tired of feeling last on the list. I'm tired of being made to feel guilty or selfish because I wish I felt important to him. I don't know how others do it. I try to talk to him but it always ends in a fight and me in tears. I love him but I don't know if that's enough anymore.
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Thu, 04-19-2012 - 9:14am

{{{HUGS}}} I'm sorry you're feeling this way.

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