Tired...

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Registered: 02-01-2011
Tired...
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Wed, 01-04-2012 - 5:02pm
I am just tired today. My life has been in such chaos for so long. And all of my own making. Many of you know my story, my 5 tries at N/C (has to be a record), dday for both of us, divorce for both of us, kids hurt, loss of my business, heart surgery, he owes me 4000 dollars. Ugh. I'm exhausted. I'm sorry, I know I am whining. My friends are tired of it, my family is tired if of it. I am just plain tired. Has anyone ever just felt the bone weary exhaustion of it all?
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Registered: 05-17-2003
In reply to: daisyway3
Wed, 01-04-2012 - 8:24pm
Yes daisy, I know the feeling very well. I am having a hard time even moving right now....and my mind is in a very dark place. However, it can only get better...I have to believe that. I hope you can too.

I wish I had some better advice for you...hang in there.
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Registered: 02-01-2011
In reply to: daisyway3
Wed, 01-04-2012 - 9:36pm
Benska......maybe we Can climb out of this together. Will you tell me your story...either where I can find it or message me. You said it perfectly....a dark place. I just want out.
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Registered: 06-22-2011
In reply to: daisyway3
Thu, 01-05-2012 - 8:47am

Hi Daisy.

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Registered: 06-24-2011
In reply to: daisyway3
Thu, 01-05-2012 - 10:44am
Daisy, you have had a lot, and continue to have a lot, on your plate. i am not surprised you are exhausted. I don't think saying so is necessarily whining!

The only thing I can say is that things have to get better. And they will get better. Vent as much as you want.

And get ready for a better year!
iVillage Member
Registered: 02-01-2011
In reply to: daisyway3
Thu, 01-05-2012 - 11:43am
Thank you guys so much. I have a new job interview today and just got released from my heart surgeon for a year. I KNOW this year has to be better!!! I just wish I didnt think about him everyday, or wonder if he is dating another woman now that he is living alone and getting divorced. I know this doesn't matter...but I still think about it. Ugh.
iVillage Member
Registered: 03-27-2003
In reply to: daisyway3
Thu, 01-12-2012 - 1:52am