Why?

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Registered: 02-01-2011
Why?
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Mon, 01-09-2012 - 11:26am
I am having a rough morning. I do not want to go back to my A, but knowing that, why is my heart still so broken? I just miss the friendship, how funny he was, how easy it was to be myself with him. At the same time, I hate him so much for the things that have happened, the money he owes me, the lies he told me. I am not at ALL saying this is all his fault, I take full responsibility too, so please, no one jump down my throat for that. Why , why is this so damn hard? Daisy
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Registered: 09-21-2010
In reply to: daisyway3
Mon, 01-09-2012 - 1:51pm
Daisy, what happened? Why after all you both went trhough did you not end up together? I mean. You both got a divorce so the A is over no matter what.
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Registered: 12-31-2011
In reply to: daisyway3
Mon, 01-09-2012 - 3:42pm

Daisy,

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Registered: 02-01-2011
In reply to: daisyway3
Mon, 01-09-2012 - 4:49pm
I don't know why.....the minute his dday happened, it totally changed him, our relationship. I have not seen him since that day in November. His wife blocked all contact because she had control over the phone account. He did call me on his office phone sometimes. I never called him...I thought he needed space. Then xmas day I get an email from his wife going over again how awful I am, and this time I responded. I guess that was stupid. She went to where he is living and just went off on him. The next morning he called me and said he wanted no contact with me for 1 month. I said ok, but I knew then it was over. He is the type of guy who will never contact me again. And I am just heartbroken. I thought we had made it.
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Registered: 02-21-2007
In reply to: daisyway3
Mon, 01-09-2012 - 10:16pm

Why?

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Registered: 07-17-2004
In reply to: daisyway3
Mon, 01-09-2012 - 11:05pm

It is probably hard because you guys have good times as well.